When The Room Is Empty, Do You Know Who You Are?

Wait wait WAIT! What are the manifestation tips? I’m tryna get like you 👀

The most important one was the scripting. Every day, starting August 1st, I made a list in my journal of everything I wanted. Like so (not my real list):

1. I will make new friends that are loyal, ambitious, and independent by September 2020.

2. I will learn French and be completely fluent by 2022.

I’d write my entire list, and I’d allow myself to tweak them as necessary as the days go on. For example, I might add to the first one a week later “my new friends will introduce me to higher circles and we will help each other move upwards in society.” After I write them all out, then I would repeat them out loud. This is the most important part in my opinion! The Bible says that the tongue holds power over life and death, and that whatever we ask for in truth we will receive. Even if you don’t subscribe to the faith, I highly recommend reading the Bible. Lots of nuggets of wisdom in there! Anyway, I say the list out loud. Throughout the day, I try to work it into conversations with other people so that my goals don’t stay with me only. For example, if a family member asks what you’ve been up to, you can say “I’m learning French. I want to be completely fluent by 2022.” For those who subscribe to the faith, after each recitation I also pray on my manifestations and ask God not only to allow me to be at peace with His divine timing, but also to prepare me into a woman who is ready to handle and accept the responsibilities that come with what I’m asking for. You can simply meditate also!

About halfway through the month, I changed the list from future tense to past/present tense. So my new list looked more like this:

1. I made new friends in September 2020. They are loyal, ambitious, and independent.

2. I’ve been completely fluent in French since 2022.

I still did the recitations, prayers, and conversations, but I spoke about them and thought about them as if they were something that already came to pass.

On the new moon (I think August 18th), I wrote a journal entry. I dated it August 18th and wrote as if the thing I was manifesting was my current life. It could look something like this:

“I went to lunch with the girls today and Amanda introduces us to her sister-in-law Kayla. She’s a CEO of her own company and her husband is the founder of a Fortune 500 company. I recognized her because she was recently featured in Forbes magazine. She’s very funny and beautiful, and she fit in with the group really well. We hit it off and when I explained that I was trying to find investors for my own business, she invited us all to an event her husband’s company is hosting in Paris! She seemed sure that there would be investor potential there and she promised to personally introduce me to as many people as she could. The rest of lunch quickly became about travel plans, schedules, and wardrobes. We’d all leave on the 12th of September on her husband’s private jet and meet him in Paris. We bought our hotel tickets right then and there then followed up lunch with a preemptive shopping trip. I’m so glad I became fluent in French all those years ago!”

That was a bit lengthy, but the idea is to be as specific as possible. When I finished, I folded up the paper, went outside at nighttime, and buried it into the ground. Literally, I planted the seed. On the next full moon, I think I’m going to write out any limiting beliefs I’m holding onto that would hinder my goals and then burn it.

But yeah. That’s what I’m doing, and I’ve really been seeing results. Doing things this way not only puts your intention out into the universe, but it also forces you to speak your intentions into existence, think about them constantly, and make decisions that align with those intentions over those that don’t (i.e. doing another French lesson over watching a fifth episode of Doom Patrol in a row).

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fellow adhd'ers why is it so fucking hard to brush my teeth every day

Team “I can hear the near silent hum of electrical appliances and the bubbles fizzing in the can of soda on the coffee table, but can’t watch tv without subtitles and processes conversation at 1/4 speed”

Holyyyyyy fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkk

this quarantine, we’re bringing tumblr back! I’ve tried the other social media platforms, and I hate them! they make me use my real name! they’re always trying to sell me things! here, the mean users are random antis or racist bone thieves. on twitter, it’s the actual president of the united states. don’t you miss reading 1800 word rants about the way two characters looked at each other in a three second scene? wouldn’t you rather be looking at a gifset of katara right now? fuck instagram. I’m crawling back to my hovel.

*gaslighting parent voice* I’m sorry if you feel hurt by anything I did to you, just know that it was never my intention to hurt you and that I love you

people are allowed to leave you. people are allowed to break up with you. people are allowed to love you but not want to be with you. people are allowed to not want to talk to you. people are allowed to put their happiness before yours and do what makes them happy even if it does not include you. people are allowed to move on from you. people are allowed to fall in love with someone else. people are allowed to not want you in their life. people are allowed to do whatever they want to better themselves and become the version of themselves they are trying so hard to love. don’t be bitter towards someone who is only trying to be happy.

good things will happen 🧿

things that are meant to be will fall into place 🧿

i wanna be rich but in a socialist utopia where everyone’s needs are met already so that i can drop bonkers amounts of money on vacations without being a greedy piece of shit