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Hi everyone.

So if you didn't know, we have Dissociative Identity Disorder. The main part who fronts (who ran this account who I will, out of respect for his privacy, I will refer to as Newt) collapsed with really bad heart pain this evening.

After coming to, I, Joey, found out he hasn't been eating at all where possible and that's what caused this episode. He had kept us away from this knowledge with the amnesia and under the guise of "Im doing better so I dont need your help as much". We have essentially forced him away and now us protector and caretaker parts are working to get our body functioning healthily again and eating properly. We aren't sure if this will work, but for now, I'm deleting tumblr and keeping Newt away as much as possible and he is only allowed out for short periods of time.

Thank you all for the community you have given him, even if I personally don't necessarily agree with it, I understand this is your safe space.

Kind regards and well wished to you all,

Joey

:3

Brooo, I start feeling suicidal for the stupidest shit

Exerc1se isn't a free pass to eat more.

Every calor1e counts.

my dad made me eat so much this weekend gone and I frickin' gained. Ugh

I want my lowest weight back

let's lock in together 🤍 start today , losing weight only depends on you .

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the fact that literally everyone I know in my life knows I'm ⭐️ving and they won't do anything. I win!

„Suicide is selfish“ let me be selfish for once in my life.

"in 2 weeks you'll feel it. in 4 weeks you'll see it. in 8 weeks you'll hear it." consistency is key. if you give up now, you might as well stay fat forever. ---is that craving worth breaking your fast?

Me: I'm not mentally ill tf?? I'm literally normal. Just a man guy dude person

Also me: has a tumblr account

sometimes i wonder how amazing it'd be if i could just grab a pair of scissors and cvt off the unwanted fats from my stomach, arms and thighs

calories are evil ngl

Tw scary

Gaining weight

Reblog if you cried

Manifesting -5kg for everyone who reblogs

got told that if the eating disorder clinic can't help me, I will have to be sectioned and in forced recovery. Kill me now

sometimes i wonder how amazing it'd be if i could just grab a pair of scissors and cvt off the unwanted fats from my stomach, arms and thighs

lost water weight last night, down 2kg

just a friendly reminder that if you don’t eat, it only takes away a burden in your life.

it sounds crazy, but think about it. you don’t have to go all “oh shoot i forgot to eat!” or rush a meal. you don’t necessarily NEED food. it’s a more of a WANT. you don’t have to deal with the tummy aches, nasty food, buying food, bloating, and body issues. so no, that snack is not necessary and you will survive without it. 🤍

"dont ⭐ve urself !! you could lose ur period !!!"

bitch I hope I do. you think I WANT to go through hell and back every month??? no thanks.

"you could get fertility issues if you lose ur period tho-"

okay?? that's a total win for me. I lowk hate kids and already know I'd be a terrible parent.

"you'll lose ur boobs to !!!"

look me dead in my eyes and tell me you think I'm cis. I would pay thousands to get these things off of me.

Reblog if it's okay to befriend you, ask questions, ask for advice, rant, vent, let something off your chest, or just have a nice chat.

Reblog if

It’s 104% okay to come to your DM and just say, “Hi, can we be friends?” And then start asking you random questions.

Fun fact:

You don't gain anything except weight when you eat food!!! 😁

Hope this helps!!

Tw scary

Gaining weight

Reblog if you cried

I was around family this weekend and had to eat so fucking much I HATE IT. Fuck me man I'm starving forever now

Food has literally ruined my life. Fuck that bitch.

“BMI 16 jail” “get me out of BMI 15 jail” BITCH FYM GET ME INNNNNN

rest in peace pierrotdoesnteat </3 that blog lasted forever. help me find all my mutuals again?

Losing weight is hard.

Being fat is hard

Choose your HARD.

if i can't see every bone of my chest, then i'm not sick enough.