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Movies and dreams – 4

       Burned by miss , dreaming night moments of love, moments when we laughed , edging us out of his hand, on the way lost memories, moments of tenderness, when no reason she dares her hair .... all this and many other memories I didn't let morning the pillow wet with tears

Whole days I tried to remember that what I was saying but then I was too in love with that'll be careful what I learn.

However, in as much as I remember, I realized that my girlfriend could not be destroyed but only I'm stalled somewhere in a place with minimal energy or even with negative energy. So I started searches ....

First I have taken place, quest for libraries and archives, reading, and then I've been looking for people of expertise and I have had discussions with them that lasted until dawn of the day and when they were finished i continued with the others who there was only occult arts .

After months and months of i was already a specialist in search for missing persons only, so I have been asking me to broad sweeps on the field. I had enrolled in a research very dangerous , they had to go in a dark place, directly linked to the what we call hell.

My only help were our rings in which she had transferred his soul .I have built a pendulum with their help and suspended above a too many reaps, too many i looked direction .

I leave  uncertain as to what I going to . May all roads ended in old cemeteries or in former fields of battle of the many battles fought along the time around town

There were places where people had died and they had left with the impression out there , with anger, thoughts of revenge, all sorts of desires that you do not which his memory balked and the moment of death  bitter . I don't even know what to look for , object , grave times being . It seems that a flickered all the time.

I'm going in a off days, the pendulum told me of a graveyard old , there are for hundreds of years, I knew long before because I had done a walk on there , was a former city what found sanctuary at the end of it a and over time 

 that it is a sacred place he had burrowed like moles of death around . Beside the wall city we have identified a grave slats as the pendulum you indicate persistently

  Now I didn't know we have to do so I waited to be night and darkness to take sense places . With much effort , harassing me to raise my grave stone we found below it the most wonderful picture .

Immediately I felt connected with the girl shown in the drawing, even if not like , I knew it to be it. They were between us connections over barriers of matter, time and space .

I've been sitting carefully on the flagstones stone panel and I began the ceremony of return . First I cut his veins in his right hand and with the blood oozing i have drawn a circle of protection around me and instrument panel.

After I'd finished the spoken  I cut his veins and the left hand leaving blood that come straight from the heart to flow over panel .That way I could have a two-dimensional freed from the world where it had been closed, with a sacrifice of blood , Elixir of Life, energy from a heart full of love.Looking at how the two nests of blood flow in the table, its spidering as though there was no longer , even if I had just begun to dizzy all I noticed that the mural began to head deep and I could swear his face as though he had moved.

Exhausted, they haven't had your legs and I have fallen to his knees but still I was careful to keep his hands held out, as his blood oozing to fall all over painting.

Even before I fall , two hands white and delicate they are out of the frame had become empty and m-have supported check using me to lie down bottom.

For a few moments I have lost the attention and when I returned he was beside me endeavoring to me stop my blood . Curious was that it could not do anything like that, her skin it drank each drop .

All around us could hear screams and noise of the storm, there were panel guards which could not penetrate into the circle drawn in blood . He pushed his foot out of the circle empty frame and it has attracted in it the people who captured a loosened their grip and everything was quiet like magic .

I was just the two of us just by looking at us and taking us out of his hand. I could see her eyes full of tears and I wanted to endearment wet cheek but I've got, it was as though I'm lost once the last drops of blood.

When I woke up i was lying in grass on the side of the road lost memories

 I'm not sorry that I had done it seemed supreme sacrifice creature what I loved. . I was even glad that I was able to play. I got up and running happily on the road hope that maybe he will that we can be together again ......

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Night 25-01-2013

It was a dream?

Thursday, September. October 2008 11:44 p.m. time.

Every year, at the beginning of October, need to speak with me and analyze. This year I happened to be free on Tuesday it was and how close I was in a park, the weather was gorgeous, I wandered a bit through the park, from North sauce. It took quite discussion, and in a later sat on a bench. I felt good, really quiet, we can reach an agreement with me. Located conveniently in the shade, but with the sun shining through leaves and caressed by a breeze coming from the lake, may have come into that state between awake and asleep ......... Suddenly someone sat beside me. and great was my surprise when I realized it's my first love, just sitting and talking banality. I pulled out a pen and finished with a hand line to the point it __.de point I started thinking about turning my life would have been if we had remained unnoticed together .The place was taken by the love in high school, and I added a line__ ./_./ and again I thought what life would be gone, and unrequited love turn came and I took a line__. / __. / __. / __Ce life I have led? what achievements I have had? I could not infer anything nor had to, never talked He stood looking at me and watched the silhouette of the far gone.I without realizing that took place near me "girl of my dreams. " I was feeling blue eyes, I tried to shoot a line__. / __. / __. / __. / | but this drawing, I stretched her arm toward broken.Look hand with drawing, I smiled and disappeared as a hot air. Dizzy and sat watching the mind is empty and run my life with her. As I left home with only a suitcase, as I lived in rented rooms, but colleagues whispers behind my neighbors, who lived in poverty so they can finish school, happy to be one in arms other, everything, everything, everything .... I stood on the bank disrupted than in the park and went home. I arrived and started to undress me, my wife asked those on hand drawing, I made a long face and I went to the bathroom wash it ............

by Tonko Alexandru