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my conscience stays adrift
don’t touch me i am sick
leave it up to gods that need attention
even a blessing can be a lesson
life
seems fake
sometimes
you know?
can you
believe
the things
you knew?
if you
deny
the things
you hide
you might
just find
you’re holding
demons
inside.
i see your face
memories i can’t erase
some people take life too fast
some too slow
here i am in between
trying to find the balance
of everything i know
i want what i can’t have
my heart aches for you
i can’t take it anymore
leave my heart at the door
spilling blood on the floor
the sweet sugar of morning
free at last of the night
humming pretty tunes
smiling and taking flight
the world below me
could never see
the beauty of oblivion
the beauty in you and me
you could die today
or live tomorrow
you’ll never see
what you never seek
so dream away
and wander the sky
no step forward
is a waste of time
memories
the only possession we truly retain
when other things leave us
we grasp on to what remains
to strip you from your memory
the ultimate theft
a sentence worse than death
miss u papa
wisdom can be taught, but it can only be learned
it’s always the stars that fall down
that never reach the ground
let your light consume
my every shadow
i heard the moon
she whispered things that didn’t matter
i find it rude
she leaves every few hours
she said i was always there
you just didn’t see me
and when she came back
i was the one leaving
sell your soul
and i don’t mean it in the way you think it
i’m thinking more symbolically
what you truly want
you give it your soul
your whole being
everything
sell your soul to what you want
i think that i’m a fool,
thought of you this afternoon,
you cross my mind every now and then,
october skies in the morning.
time is lost, yet can be found,
i wouldn’t mind having you around,
and if i could find you in the clouds,
i’d find a storm and never turn around.
i hear music when i’m around you
being awake is a nightmare
in which i can’t fall asleep from
i wore frozen tears
but it hurts
you’re burnt in my skin
like a curse
my flesh will never forgive you
my flesh will never forget
my flesh will never forgive you
my flesh will never forget
one more time
touch my skin
hold me tight
i don’t want it to end
the look in ur eyes
tells me everything
all your lies
disguised as loveliness
all those things you said
all those things you said
i don’t want to die
but don’t want to exist
don’t know how to cry
i’m no good at this
it’s all in my head
it’s all in my head
how do i explain?
what do i say?
you’re in my thoughts
got a headache
i’m still awake
i cant escape
leave me alone
but don’t stay away
her skin is cold, our fingers fold
and i hold her in my eyes
as she moans
“you saved me”
she wrote
my mind is too fast
i can’t keep up
empty my mind
cloudy high
i was lying
when i said i was fine
i can no longer hide it
just me and my regrets now
feelin heavy in my chest now
you saw my worst, can i show you my best now?
let down those walls around your heart
take me back to the start
take me back to the start
three days
till the weekend,
i feel weak and
cant even eat,
been reeking of weed,
can’t even sleep
but i’m so tired
i killed the sheep
i hate my skin
why do i exist
i look like if
god took a piss
i think i would look peaceful in my casket
stuck in my head i won’t go
to that dark place i know
try to explain my thoughts
lost in translation i’m lost
a little green bug landed on my arm, out of instinct i swiped at it. oh what a shame something so small and so unaware had to meet its end, on my skin.
life is all about those secret moments,
that nobody would know,
but you
Unexpected drifter,
have you found me?
I was lost,
because time travels far,
afloat dangerous waters.
O ocean bouquet,
you have brought me face to face with God,
a celestial current,
guide me away from torment,
O symbol of love,
take me away.
im a black hole
keep ur distance
as i suck you in
hard to escape
my eclipse
mistaken bliss
